The Journal of a self proclaimed Genius.

breathe deep

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 01:38:45 GMT

some days you wake up and you are reminded of how great life is today is one of those days. i had a lot of fun with kelly this past weekend we went to two of my friend Nate's kegs and they were ok until all the white trash fucks showed up and started to want to box everyone. kelly and i both bailed saying the place was way to sketch all of a sudden.

woke up sunday and did my "laundry" because mom is no longer doing my wash. and i did not want to look all 80's everyday. then kelly and i went hiking. it was awesome kelly packed a really good lunch and it was by far the sweetest thing ever. we hiked a good ways up brandy creek trail and we went swimming. man the water was really cold but really refreshing. we ended the night at her house watching scary movie two and part of one before i went home.

i was in a great mood earlier today and now i am kind of blah. i think it is do to the fact that i am really hungry and all i have been thinking about is how much i am going to miss kelly. she is going to academy of arts in san fran in like two months and i am all ready missing her. it seems i was finally able to get her back in my life and now she is going to be leaving. i am wicked stoked for her but also scared she will forget me. (sad face). i am also missing my friends Skinny, and Andrew. i have not hungout with skinny for a really long time and i do not even know what he has been up to. andrew never comes to nathan even though i call him and so does nate. but whatever. i am glad to have my best friend at least and she is all i need. i think it is great when the person you love, the person you are in a realtionship, is also your best friend. i love having kelly in my life and being able to do so much with her. i love the fact we can party, stay home watch a movie, and then be able to hike. all in the course of one weekend. i will miss kelly a lot but the semester will go by fast and before i know it we will be getting a apartment in san fran together. i do not know how we will do it with rent and all but we are both determined to live in san fran and really excited about it. i guess if there is a will there is a way. wow this has turned out to be one long post. well i best get back to work. talk at you fools later PEACE.

Sunset a few weeks back.

Isn't she beautiful.

bingo bango bongo i live in mongo

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 19:42:31 GMT

of so first off this morning, i jump into the shower and oh to my wonderful surprise, we have no soap. like none. so i have to wash myself with some soap that smells like roses. in the words of my father i smell like a french whore house. (you pronounce whore like herrr). then i drink some coffee.that is burnt to all hell. yummy all up on my vodkskie belly. then i go to jump in my car and am knocked down like a dime store prostitute by her pimp, from the horrible stench of skunk. which i then remember i ran over last night leaving kellys crib. so you would think that would be the end to my wonderful morning but NOOOOOO. as i am driving to work i am attacked by a ton of freaking bugs. i guess they decided to make my car there new hive last night while we were at reading island. ok so it was not a swarm maybe it was like to bugs a mosquito and some other little bug but to me if to bugs are flying around your head in your car it is a damn swarm OK. all i know is that i still smell like roses even though i took a shower at seven this morning. my car smells like skunk. and my office smells like sour milk. man the smells are to much for me today. i am craving round table so bad. i can't wait for pizza beer tonight with the family.

xoxo
aric

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 19:18:31 GMT

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to you

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 00:13:54 GMT

i woke scared this morning
light rays dance upon my closed eyes.
drawing me awake from a horrible nightmare.
i had lost you, pushed you off a cliff, and was on the bottom
trying to catch you.
i reach over to feel that you are not there.
realization hits me like a hammer.
i am no longer in that beautiful camp of memories.
home and scared without you near me.
that is when i know i can never be without you.

Look it is a Picture Post

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 17:25:06 GMT

Kelly and I went to the coast with my friends Jessie and Neil it was a awesome trip. There will be more to come on that but for now here is pictures.

If you turn your head Kelly said this looks like a tree penis. If they had penis's.

Beauty in the forest. We found this really cool place called Lady Bird Johnson Grove. It was beautiful. And the Redwoods were AWESOME.

In my spare time I climb trees and pretend to be a Gorilla man.

Waking up to you every morning I know I can do anything. Coffee with Kelly in our tent.

Neil and I found a dead seal.

bah

Tue, 31 May 2005 22:12:02 GMT

i am leaving thursday after work with my beautiful girlfriend to the coast. i am really looking forward to it and i can't wait to spend the time with her. i love her so much and it is awesome.

i can't wait to go back!!

Wed, 25 May 2005 03:40:35 GMT

life is good

Tue, 24 May 2005 21:32:10 GMT

i just thought you all should now that life is great these past few days.

the newest thing is my life is i registered for classes next smester. i will be taking: Hist 38: History of World Religions (i am not going to drop it this time), Hum 2: Intro into the Humanities (yeah i have taken this class before but i am not happy with my grade so i am taking it again). Engl 1C: Critical Thinking, and Art 61: Creative Photography (this is the class i am most excited about.)

hopefully after these classes are finnished i will be able to transfer to san fran in the spring and be with my wonderfully awesome girlfriend. man i am so in love these days and I LOVE IT !!!! i have not been this happy in a really long time and it has to do with me being with her. i cannot get over it and i am so....aaaaaahhhhhh....it is awesome. i hope all who read this some day can find that one person that makes you feel like kelly makes me feel. and if everyone in the world would be able to do that, i truly think that the world would be a much better place.

today is no good

Tue, 17 May 2005 19:50:48 GMT

work is crazy busy.
and my nose won't stop bleeding. gahhhhh
i hate today. someone rescue me!!!

...

Tue, 17 May 2005 00:23:45 GMT

cigarette burns,
and once broken hearts,
are now mended.
and i hope we never part
i broke our heart
and i am fixing it day by day
until we can live by the bay

15 minutes to go until total FUNSAUCE

Wed, 11 May 2005 23:44:56 GMT

Sometimes words are needed to be said that hurt, in order for one to heal.

Going to Chico friday night, or at least that is the plan so far. Looking forward to seeing my good friend ButtLight and for The Lines to rock my face off. I am wicked broke this month, and it is only the 11th. Damn car insurance, who needs it. Especially when it cost $289 this month.

TODAY IS WEDNESDAY better known as HUMP DAY!! Time for a HUMP DAY PARTY. I am down like a clown that I am, and so is Kelly. So if you guys want to play give me a call.

-aric

I finally found it

Wed, 11 May 2005 23:22:01 GMT

I hold this flower in waiting

Wed, 11 May 2005 18:06:18 GMT

it keeps getting better

Tue, 10 May 2005 21:38:29 GMT

today at work a girl did not know what a "veteran" was. all i can say to that is what the hell.

today at work

Tue, 10 May 2005 01:18:05 GMT

a lady growled at the computer twice.
a man came in smelling of cat piss.
and a guy cleaned his ear with the sharp end of a pencil for a good 10 minutes. and yes i was timing him.

Paint at work

Tue, 10 May 2005 00:43:06 GMT

Paint on a Rainy Afternoon

Sun, 08 May 2005 21:48:36 GMT

last night

Sun, 08 May 2005 01:16:56 GMT

i hold you in my arms.
asleep in a random bedroom of a
good friends house.
we hear them argue and realize
how happy we are to have each other.
i sleep sound in that hot room
with your legs wrapped over me.
i wake up and realize what a beautiful woman
you are. i am then reminded how much i
love you. i reminded every time i am able to
hold you
caress you
look at you
kiss you
i love you.

awesome

Sun, 08 May 2005 00:33:26 GMT

so far this week has completely rocked. started out thursday night with cinco de mayo. and a wonderful view at whiskeytown. last night we went to Donnie and Brit's and man Donnie has changed he does not seem happy anymore. but i had a lot of fun hanging out with brit and hanging out with my girlfriend. man we are very mercurial but when we are happy man we are happy. i love that girl and am so glad that she will have me back in her life.

-aric

p.s. and tonight kelly and i, with some of her friends are going to my good friend Nathan Cooks Keg.

cell phone pics and corona

Fri, 06 May 2005 19:01:28 GMT

i have to do a quick post to post because mom's stupid kis she tutors will be here soona dn take over the computer. anyways last night was another fun night with kelly i am pretty sure we are dating again. we celebrated cinco de mayo at the lake and the view was beautiful like the company that i had with me. i feel like donating some blood today. i have not done that in a long time. anyone want to come with me.

black hoodie

Thu, 05 May 2005 20:02:45 GMT

i watched you as you fell asleep.
slowly drifting away in the back seat of my car.
we drank six beers each.
ate a small pizza and talked about music.
as you fall asleep the ranch is pooling
on the floor board. i do not care. because
i love holding you. your body gets heavy.
you say your feet are cold and i wrap them
up in my black hoodie.

howdy yall

Thu, 05 May 2005 17:57:10 GMT

i would have to say that yesterday afternoon was by far one of the best days i have had in a long time. i spent it with Kelly. i met her at holiday and we went and got some pizza and a sixer and went to readings island and we had a great time. talking listening to music and just having fun. and it was so very very nice. i am still very happy from yesterday. i would just like to thank kelly for the goodtimes yesterday you are great kid.

-aric

today fucking sucks

Tue, 03 May 2005 20:12:54 GMT

last night i had probably one of the owrst conversations ever on the phone. i feel as if my heart was shredded afterwords. then i wake up to my mom yelling at me about something. i take anthony to school. come home the bird is freaking out and won't shut the fuck up. i throw a pencil at him it bounces off the cage and hits me. mom then comes back from school and yells at me some more telling me "i am a peice of shit"..i love you to mom...which i all ready felt like she did not have to remind me...and then i go to work...man if my days keep going like this what is the point..fuck this is life they say and it is all we have but at least it is life.....RIGHT?

-aric

getting over it

Tue, 03 May 2005 15:21:00 GMT

i guess it is about time that i start getting over you. and start working on being friends. relationships are stupid anyways.

-aric

quotes

Mon, 02 May 2005 22:36:44 GMT

“The more decisions that you are forced to make alone,the more you are aware of your freedom to choose.” ~ Thornton Wilder

“Sometimes things can go right only first by going very wrong.” ~ Edward Tenner